Tails of a 17th Street Geisha

alright, time to think positively. here are the things that I am happy about:

1) I got all the tits in the family. My sisters are flat chested, and I’m a D

2) Niece is in the psych hospital and going to be in residential for a while, getting the help she so desperately needs (okay, okay, this should be my number #1)

3) I have a lot of good friends. I know they’ll take me back when I get my sister’s life back on track and I go back to living on my own

4) I’m the owner of an adorable cat! When I adopted Drea and sheltered Alex, they brought this adorable little, playful, frizzy-little, tiny-little, scrappy, wiley, monstrosity that is known as SAFFRON

5) I can afford to help my sister. So far, I haven’t gone bankrupt. She’s going to go bankrupt though, for sure. She is starting to get debt collectors on her ass for some hospitalizations. She makes $800/month on disability/work MAX. She can’t make more. How the hell can she afford her medical bills? I just don’t know. Luckily, we sold her car and she really doesn’t have anything they can take from her… but her credit score, which is terrible anyway.

6) I have a great collection of shoes. You should see them! I have 6 pairs of Fornarina. They make me happy. I even have a pair of ruby red mary jane shoes that are PERFECT for whenever I find that Dorothy dress

7) I’m still alive!  And being alive is due to the fact that…
I no longer drink. Haven’t had a drink since July 2005. The wedding. Eeeeek!

9) As a person with an addictive personality, I could get into a lot of trouble: spending, gambling, drinking, drugs… luckily, I choose work and exercise… sometimes sex, for my addiction.

10) I have a FAN-fuckin-TASTIC job that I love. Love going to work every day. Love waking up to go to work. I spent my first 5 years working HATING my job, which affected ALL aspects of my life, and I realize

that it’s important to love what you do!

So it ain’t all bad, nope. Not so bad. :)))

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