Tails of a 17th Street Geisha

I finally understand something about the way my mind and body work together.

I have been moody really lately, a little emotionally reactive and easily upset. I flipped out Thursday night for missing Paul van Dyke and then Friday night for Carl Cox and then Saturday night for not going out… I blamed my friends for not liking electronica, for not wanting to go party on a thursday night, for flaking (which actually did happen) and for not inviting me to join them on Halloween with more notice…

really, I was being UBER sensitive and moody because I had missed working out for two days in a row. when you get used to working out daily, you kind of become an endorphin junky. 2 days without hard core gym workouts make me a little pissy.

the thing that’s weird is that, I have been losing more weight by NOT working out than when I do. when I work out, my metabolism jumps and I eat more. I’m happy when I’m consistently working out and enjoy eating more. When i’m not working out, I’m depressed and food does not appeal to me. These last days of moodiness were suprising because I didn’t have an urge to eat. I barely ate a thing and didn’t have an appetite so I ended up losing weight really quickly!

what should I do? Be miserable, with low-metabolism, pissy and thin or be a big eating, work-out happy, friendly beeotch?

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