Tails of a 17th Street Geisha

"I need to be alone to deal with my issues"

"This would be so easy if I didn’t love you"

"I could BE in a relationship if I didn’t love you"

Bull shit!

This is what he said when we broke up for the first of many times last October.

So the other day, on my MySpace blog, I talk about how I need a massage and my hands are hurting like, with carpel tunnel. I forgot that he reads this blog because I haven’t had ANY kind of communication with him for like, a month. So he called me at work and catches me off-guard to tell me he could help me with a massage and oh yeah… HE IS IN A MONOGAMOUS RELATIONSHIP!

So, he couldn’t be in a relationship with me because he has to face his issues alone and BOOM, a month or two later, he’s in a relationship! Serial monogamist. Oh and don’t give me that "he’s not that into you shit" because the reality is "he’s mentally unstable and not aware of what he wants" because he was SO into me and even with this new stupid relationship wanting to start shit up again. We all know that a massage at my house is not going to just be a massage at my house.

Fucker.

At least with this last slap in the face I can see that he might have a good heart, have all the best intentions of the world and not MEAN to hurt anyone but he does by being so damned selfish, so emotionally fucked up and by being completely unstable.

Thank God I realize that he’s the one flawed and that I’m SO much better off ALONE!

*phew*

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