keepin it on the down-low

Much to everyone’s chagrin (I know) I haven’t been blogging as frequently as in weeks passed (week’s past? week’s passed… someone comment on what is grammatically correct, this is bugging me.)

Anyway, I spent the entire weekend silent. Me? Quiet?!

It was one crazy ass weekend. Well, not really. Just a little on the busy side.

I’ve been kind of quiet about romance/sex because I have some people who are reading my blog who I have had intimate or romantic relations with. I think I need to move to another blog website so that I can blog with the freedom of anonymity. I feel like a lusty cyber-squatter moving from site to site with a trail of lovers left in the virtual lurches. Or a 21st Century Hester Prynn forced to move town lest she run around with a scarlet A on her chest. Or something.

Current readers that make me conscientious of what I post include the following blokes:

(#1) MY FAVORITE: There is one guy who is trying to separate himself from me to get over me and move on, but reads out of curiosity, nostalgia, or self-destructiveness because by reading, he is likely making it more difficult to separate from me entirely.  Why DO you read my blog Mr. Macomb street?

(#2) EUROTRASH: There is a guy who I met a year ago this month who I ran into on Saturday in Virginia of all places. We might hang out, but he lives in Arlington, so that puts a damper on things. Me and this guy have a TON in common. He is one of the few who has the quality that I put on my "ideal boyfriend" list–he’s very eurotrash and loves electronica. He LOVES Daft Punk–a major bonus.  He’s into PR and networking (it’s his job and he hustles free shit all the time–including backstage passes, which is very me!) But I don’t feel altogether comfortable around him. I did only go out with him for a short period of time.

(#3) THE NEWCOMER: There is a newcomer who is very adorable but also different than the kind of guy I normally go out with. He’s a real GEEK and really wants me to tell him what his red flags are, but I have not made my mind up about it. We partied hard this weekend.

(#4) COLUMBIA WHITES: There is one person who might be reading this who I am hanging out with as a friend who sends mixed messages. I really enjoy his company, sometimes I don’t understand him (either he’s mumbling or soft-spoken or I’m going deaf!) I think we both just want to be friends, but I’m not sure. I feel like I get mixed messages every time. I saw him this weekend too.

#5) DALLAS: I am completely over this guy but still not quite interested in talking to. I’m not sure if it’s worth attempting to have a friendship with this person because it’s difficult, logistically to be friends with this guy. It entails a lot of texting, calls or IM’ing and I really don’t have a lot of time for that.

I tell some friend’s all about my love life and they’ve noted that every time I go out in public I run into exes. I used to think that it was because I have bad luck, but my friends just think I’m skanky. I date a lot, so what!?

I did not list the aforementioned men as a passive aggressive way of telling each of them how I feel about them. This is not a list of prospective romantic interests. I’m simply stating that each of these guys who may potentially be reading the blog (or who I KNOW are reading) have caused me to be more careful in what I blog about and even considering moving it to another site.

Okay, so that’s my dealio.

3 Responses to “keepin it on the down-low”

  1. romeo Says:

    sOmetimes in our life there is an obstacle that block our way but you this weak system may come to past and you might find someone if you travel up north just to leave the boredom of ur town hang in there kid you will find that strenght and happiness when someone who are strange in many ways just like yours

  2. haguia Says:

    Hi Debbie!=) ‘past weeks’ would fit right. Anyways,love ur blog…as always=) God bless.

  3. haguia Says:

    Hi Debbie!=) ‘past weeks’ would fit right. Anyways,love ur blog…as always=) God bless.

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