life…
I don’t have a drug problem. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t have wild nights out. I have a normal job and I enjoy what I do. My family life is a mess, but whose isn’t? I don’t brag about how hard I partied the night before and I don’t regret what I did either.
I value life and I seek to enjoy every second of it. I am happy spending my Christmas with my mom, sister’s kids, dogs and family life (even though the smell of poop is emanating in the air because Carmelita took a dump on her puppy pad.)
I’m still not sure what I seek in life, but I know that my aspirations are to become more than I am currently and that part of the process of reaching my aspirations is to explore them.
Things are relatively sane and so very different from year’s past.
I had drama, drama and more DRAMA. Booze, boys and more booze. I remember thinking how great life was because I couldn’t remember it and how fun I was because I had great stories from partying. Money drained out of me like a keg from a frat party. Life is so transparant now that I am looking through my own set of lenses and not through beer goggles.
God, I sound so old.
December 24th, 2006 at 1:26 am
Debbie, thank you! I’m not quite sure how I got to your page and then on to your Blog, as a rule I don’t normally read blogs ( long story maybe tell you another time when you having trouble sleeping!) But I did read this entry, and then the previous until I found that I had read all your entries and was smiling and happy that things had worked out ok with the Apartment etc. But I have sooooo many questions about soooo many other things!! rofl
Anyway, the reason i say thank you is not for sharing your life but for the inspiration of writing my own blog. Just for today. Which made me realise just how good life can be sometimes.
I wish you a very Merry Christmas and hope that Santa brings you all you wish for!!
( if he doesn’t I hope you get better and find someone to help you out with your horniness!! )
remember you have someone across the big pond who cares about you and your life x
December 24th, 2006 at 9:29 am
Hey Drew! I would respond via friendster message but it won’t let me, so HAPPY HOLIDAYS and thanks for your nice message!