Tails of a 17th Street Geisha

I don’t have a drug problem. I don’t drink. I don’t smoke. I don’t have wild nights out. I have a normal job and I enjoy what I do. My family life is a mess, but whose isn’t? I don’t brag about how hard I partied the night before and I don’t regret what I did either.

I value life and I seek to enjoy every second of it. I am happy spending my Christmas with my mom, sister’s kids, dogs and family life (even though the smell of poop is emanating in the air because Carmelita took a dump on her puppy pad.)

I’m still not sure what I seek in life, but I know that my aspirations are to become more than I am currently and that part of the process of reaching  my aspirations is to explore them.

Things are relatively sane and so very different from year’s past.

I had drama, drama and more DRAMA. Booze, boys and more booze. I remember thinking how great life was because I couldn’t remember it and how fun I was because I had great stories from partying. Money drained out of me like a keg from a frat party. Life is so transparant now that I am looking through my own set of lenses and not through beer goggles.

God, I sound so old.

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