*ps*
I’m officially, unequivocally, completely broken up. I will not talk, text, IM, email, or see boy. I hope this blog will help me draw a deeper line in the sand than I have before, since I’ve seen and spoken with aforementioned boy practically every day since i got back from Texas.
I’m so sad! This sucks! I need a vacation…
September 19th, 2006 at 2:51 am
I took some time off. No internet, phone for a week! I wasn’t expecting he’d be back by the time I return home from my trip. He’s broken my trust already… yet I couldn’t stay away from him.
I hope I wake up from it before it’s too late. I see where you’re coming from… we’ll come out of this shit soon enough. Just keep the faith.
September 19th, 2006 at 7:39 am
deb, it’s his lost… the best way to cope up (which i know you are gonna do well with, considering your outlook in life…) is to continue making ourself a better person. Challenges are doors to opportunities. It is up to us to choose whether we stay consistent or convert factors into something productive. You are a smart person as reflected through your expressed views on your blogs. I, without any doubt, believe that you’ll get through this smoothly. Nobody said life is easy. But it sure is worth living. And life offers us chances… to stand up whenever we fall… to close our eyes when we’re hurt… to smile at the end of each crying bout… and continue hoping even when we are faced with the worst. Look at the mirror, see how beautiful you are… there’s more beyond what you see… unfortunate for him, he wasn’t and won’t see that anymore. smile…
September 19th, 2006 at 9:37 am
i meant… he didn’t (not wasn’t)… cheers!
September 19th, 2006 at 11:58 pm
hey!!!!!just cheer up….its not yet the end of the world.
September 20th, 2006 at 5:03 am
Hopefully with Drea being there, it will help you both. Don’t cha think? You are helping her get out of her depressed state, and she’ll help you get out of yours with this guy. I know you liked him…. but just like Like was meant to be past tense, so is he!
love you babe!
^i^
September 21st, 2006 at 10:51 am
I really like your profile as well as your interest in the movie lola run lola, like her hot pink with wine red hair. How many times can she color her hair without damage it, the symbol of many thoughts, as I learned from buddism.