crushed

I couldn’t be a single mom with Drea. She had too many medical needs and I just couldn’t do it with a demanding job and no outside help (aka no family like a grandma to pick her up from school while I was at work, no family network, no spouse, etc.,)

I got word from my work that it was beginning to interfere with my job. I knew it was too.

You see, Drea had issues with her knee, side affects with meds, and a whole host of medical issues. We had seen a multitude of docs, involving 3 trips to the ER, 2 trips to a pediatric orthopedic surgeon, a second opinion with another pediatrician, a visit for labs to rule out lyme disease!, and visits to 3 different hospitals! With military insurance causing major delays and issues (no MRI for 4 weeks?!?!?!) her knee being in such a delicate situation, and my house being up 1 and a half flights of steps (she has accidents and falls on the stairs with her crutches too frequently and one time it might be VERY damaging)… well, I’m crushed. if I could have cared for her, we would have been so good together and I coudl have done so much for her.

5 Responses to “crushed”

  1. Andrew Says:

    I’m sorry to hear that things didn’t work out. Still, I admire you for trying to take on the extra responsibility. :)

  2. PiNkY Says:

    bgjhyh

  3. Kamal Says:

    you r really a caring person for her, but the happening is only depend on GOD. we r only pawn of this life Chess game we only run at our path where god decide us to put. So keep going for her medical treatments n one day u’ll definately find a success on it. GOD BLESS U

  4. tor Says:

    i feel for you.

    i know how difficult it is to care for someone.

    just pray deeply and never give up because things will always get better.

    just believe it the oodness that the earth still brings.

    take care you.

  5. tor Says:

    i feel for you.

    i know how difficult it is to care for someone.

    just pray deeply and never give up because things will always get better.

    just believe it the goodness that the earth still brings.

    take care you.

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