turn of events
FUCK! I just blogged about how Chris and I broke up last night and because of a pop-up blocker, I lost ALL OF IT.
Let’s just say that we broke up. I’m seeing him tonight to talk about if and how we can be friends.
We progressed physically to a point where we were very close, but not personally. We still had a lot of getting to know eachother. That weirded me out because we were treating it like a serious relationship, but were still not fully connected personally. I don’t just call anyone a boyfriend, but I did want to try it with him. We could have been exclusively dating, not boyfriend/girlfriend but I think the depth of our physical relationship confused matters and made it feel like we had known eachother for a lot longer. Damn, he was good! Oh well.
I think it’s all for the best. Of course I was sad about it initially, but I knew it was coming and that blog I had posted about heads/tails, heart or mind, was basically me trying to prematurely break up.
I’m fine!
I don’t think I"m going to actively look for a relationship, but who says I can’t have any fun???
July 27th, 2006 at 10:55 am
I think you know my position on this. You made the right call, and you’ll look back positively on this.
July 27th, 2006 at 4:51 pm
hey kido,
The way I ses it: As long as you feel that this is the best for you then you did the right thing. Take it easy and enjoy your self for some time before you jump into something new.