Tails of a 17th Street Geisha

I was totally stood up this morning! Bryan, my ex-boyfriend, wanted to meet up at 10am this morning for coffee or to hang out or something. Everyone said that perhaps it was too soon, but I thought it would be fun and in the back of my head I was afraid of too much time passing before I see Bryan before he gets knee-deep in the dating scene to want to remain friends with me. Why was I SO afraid of losing Bryan as a friend before? There are so many sweet, friendly, fun people out there, why did I have to remain friends with someone who I had awkward tension with and misunderstanding?

I had a glimmer of hope that we would be friends and give ourselves the time needed to get to know each other and develop the mental/communicative connection that was lacking because of a relationship that moved to fast and was based predominantly on physical interaction. Whatever.

I am SO mad right now for him sleeping in and not taking our first meet up after breaking up seriously! Over email I had told him that I originally wanted to meet up at 11am because Nohelia was in town and I wanted a late night with her, but he said let’s meet at 10:30 and then he calls me at 11am saying he slept in. If I had slept in he would be pissed! I would be irresponsible, or careless, or unpredictable…

GRRRRRRRRRRrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!! Thank GOD I’m going to brunch with Roz and shopping with Brad. Thank GOD I’m still having a high for running 30 minutes this morning. Thank GOD I get  to see my sister’s smiling face and feel the warm hugs of my loving nieces in Texass tomorrow. Thank GOD Harry Potter was so good that I’m going to see it again with my nieces in Texass! Thank GOD Depeche Mode is touring and I’ll get to see them in 3 weeks!

I know, I’m just angry because I was stood up and it doesn’t matter if it were a friend or foe or ex-beau… it still hurts.

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