depressed
What do you do when you have nothing to do? I used to think that if I wasn’t preoccupied with work, condo construction and other life necessities, that I would do all these wonderful things to improve my life–like pursue artistic interests, go to museums, cook like a professional chef, sort all of my receipts in microsoft money, write in a diary, pursue my comedic writing in hopes of beinga stand up comic… however, today I discovered that even when I don’t have anything in life to distract me (my condo is clean and nearly done, I don’t have extra weekend work and I’m not preoccupied with other crap)… and I suddenly find myself with time to pursue towards outside, worldly interests or my own individual and personal growth, I PUSH ALL OF IT TO THE SIDE AND DRINK… drink!! I spent this entire weekend drinking!!!
My sister visited from Texas and I re-discovered DC–"oh how I love this city!" "I’m going to spend every extra minute touring the city…" NOT. Instead of being productive, I toss it all aside to spend money and get drunk at outdoor cafes. I have a problem…
April 17th, 2005 at 9:17 pm
it was 84 AND GORGEOUS out… in a city that usually goes from winter to DRENCHING nasty humidity and heat you have to take your weekends like this, slosh it up and cruise cute boys as they walk by when you can - b/c you know come june you gonna be praying to the air conditioning gods - it’s all good, you can come clean my condo whenever you want. i never get shit done - damn ADD!
April 17th, 2005 at 10:59 pm
The best activity of all if the one we eye-talians call “dolce far niente,” the joy of doing nothing!!! Why write keep a diary when you can sit out in the sun and chill!
May 29th, 2005 at 11:01 pm
Debbie,
You should always have your lovely journey….
Touring the place you live is really a good idea….
Have you thought before to travel alone?
I meant it is same as a budget travel …
I always dream to have that kind of travel…
You maybe meet a lot of friends along your journey…..
I am dreaming to have my own travel …
Especially to Belgium…
Well, I have a good email pal who stays there….
He is quite handsome…
I love to meet him ….
But, I still do not have any financial support…
So….